Feeling really maternal...?

youre not beng stupid dont put yourself down, what youre feeling is normal and most women experience it. is just your bodys way of saying its time to reproduce, but it doesnt mean you should do it until you mentally feel ready and can provide for a baby. as your in a gap year you should get your education finished first and a stable job so you can afford a car and everything else as babys are expensive. youre still young and theres no rush, just enjoy being young and free until the time comes. try not to let it take over your life because it can become an obsession and make you depressed, it happened to me. the important thing is yo are sensible enough to know youre not ready and to wait until you are, a lot of young girls just rush into it and later regret it. i got pregnant with my daughter at 19 id wanted a baby for years but i promised myself id wait until i was in a relationship nd it was what we both wanted, luckily that happened for me and were now trying for our second baby. your time will come dont worry. good luck